Though, I go on without you. The pain without you here still stabs at my heart like it did on that most unfortunate day that we all lost you. And even though I find it so hard to go on. Your spirit lifts me beyond the pain. I see now that the lasting impression that you have left upon me, upon others, is a true testament of who you were.
It was not because of what you were doing. It is mearly just because of who you were. A true, kind, free spirit. I consider myself lucky to of known you. Even though it was in a limited sense. Andrea, I miss the hell out of you and your notes. And I love you.
Thanks to the kind help of Frank, Camanos and Ze_Dude, I have now managed to get all the German, Spanish and French tributes and condolences postings (as translated) displayed at CSS in the topic "Remember me!" in the special Lea De Mae section.
PS. I have also placed a special DVD cover of Katja Kassin and Lea De Mae from one of Lea's last movies I believe on the Forum at:- http://www.katjakassinsdiary.com/forum/main.php Some postings are in the "Movies" section and others in "Ask Katja". In the cover, Lea is seen with Katja giving a beautiful glowing smile in an absolutely lovely photo.
You may remember that Katja Kassin, the vivacious and popular German artist featured in some 170 movies (many made by well-known Studios such as "Evil Angel", "Anabolic/Diabolic" "Red Light District", etc.) and who is now living in California, was one of the first performers to make a donation to the Lea De Mae Medical Treatment Fund appeal launched by Oldrich Widman and Lea's sister, Lucie last year. Katja speaks highly of Lea in her Forum saying that "she was very nice to work with".