Remembering Andrea in Barcelona

Date: Oct 9, 2005

Remembering Andrea in Barcelona

Date: Oct 11, 2005

It's wonderful to hear that this is still the case for Andrea. And you are right!! Whoever came in contact with Andrea never will forget her. She was one of those very rare persons that could touch your soul. The more you got to know her, the more you would love her. She was intelligent, and she seemed to know when to stand her ground when she had too. She often played the dumb blonde part. But she was far from that. She has recieved I think much respect since her death mainly because the words of her friends, family, and fans. And Bernhard, it would be nice even though you are Atheist, (and I can respect that) to have an open mind. Because there is obviously something after death we cannot explain. After almost 10 months Andrea is still speaking to us with a powerful voice. There are days that I would swear she was present with me in the same room. Silent but there. And now it just is not me? Even one of her family members had commented on how they felt like Andrea could walk right around the corner any time. Andrea is gone. But it is so obvious to me that her spirit is here among us all. Because of incidences like the one you have described is happening to a lot of people. Among things that happen that remind us of her. There is a reason.

Be thankful that she has touched you yet again to let you know she still remains part of us.

For Andrea, I love you and miss you but still believe in the person you truly were. Your spirit lives on.

Date: Oct 13, 2005

Hello Para,

I am thanking a lot for your last comment which deeply moved me. I have often thought about it and I think that you are absolutely right.

I noticed that all people wrote about Andrea only the in past tense. They wrote how wonderful woman she was and that she gone forever and everything is finished. Even if her soul lives on she is somewhere very far. I can understand it. I know how it is difficult to accept the loss of the loved person.

However I believe that life never ends. The life changes only and Andrea lives on. I think she is the same wonderful girl which she was earlier. She keeps her memory and the ability to feel. I also think that she still needs us. She needs our friendship, love and the prayers. She doesn't want to be forgotten or to be treated as part of history only.

Of course it isn't possible to see her or to touch her. However she can see us and she knows our thoughts and emotions and she can be more close us than it seems us.

Forgive me that this text is too personal but I had to write it.

Best wishes to you Para, best wishes to all

Adam

Date: Oct 13, 2005

She would never want to be forgotten. No of course not. The amount of people and the wide range of where they come from that come here to see news , stories, and updates of a person that has passed would really blow Andrea away. This just isn't in her home town, her country, her business. It is all around from people she knew to people that just knew of her because of her films. This feeling we have for Andrea is exactly who she was. It is quite frankly beyond words. And it is obvious that she touched more than a few hearts and lives in her short time here on earth. I could say how proud I was to of known her. But when I think of it I was very, very fortunate. After a few months without her I realized that I think she was much more of a force than she thought she would ever expect to be. I remember the day last June I was driving on the hiway. Feeling alone. Not lonley, but alone. I began to notice the warmth of the sun. Guess who popped up in my head. Yes it was Andrea. Then I began to remember her voice. Then I felt a warmth in my heart and I started to smile quite brightly. I could feel her precence. I was not sad at all. I did not feel a loss. I felt enlightened, encouraged. I knew where that was coming from. And it certainly wasn't from the sun. This is still some of the things Andrea is doing. As long as I remain breathing Andreas spirit will live inside of me. And I hope that after I stop breathing we will talk again. Until then I will miss her. But will always notice her.

Date: Nov 8, 2005

did that whore blowjob in brazilia too?!

SO PIG!!!!!

Date: Nov 8, 2005

Tom thinks that Barcelona is a capital city of Brazil !.

I have always claimed that he is a moron but I never supposed he was so stupid.

Tom good advice. Ask in your primary school. Perhaps they will return tuition fees to you.

Date: Jan 7, 2006

lol at him

Date: Feb 20, 2006

Dear Bernhard,

I was reading again some of the early postings about the Show in Barcelona last year that you attended where there were tributes to Lea De Mae. I liked your posting a lot.

I wonder if you would share some of your recollections of your meetings with Lea (Andrea) and the modelling assignments at one or more locations over the years?

Do you have any informal pictures of Lea, I wonder. If you could send me some by e-mail as Bitmaps or larger JPG files, I can resize them as necessary with little loss of quality and post them up on here and CSS (Silvia Saint's Forum) where we have a special place for Lea too.

Hoping to hear from you.

Best wishes from London.

Vic. 20th Feb 2006.
varme3@tiscali.co.uk